forreal this time.. i think i honestly have no clue its far to late

ive been livin my life
with a james deen  mantality
startled when i relaized
the edge was so close to me
i got so numb to
livin life on the wild side
that i forgot how it felt
to have someone to confide

im so scared of this feeling
but
thats what kinda apealing
so
ill just keep on dreaming
that
this isnt real life


i want your heart on the rocks
cold and crisp like the waves of the docks
i could just take it and run with it forever
the line of pain and love could sever
not everything has to have strings attatched
my heart is a torn and patched
i dont wanna miss, what i never really attempted to know

i feel like im living life
in the smoker section
its funny how im ok
with a lil misdirection
im clawing away
at the smoke "so scarry"
but my best friend is the smog
thoughit seems quite contrary

im so scared of this feeling
but
thats what kinda apealing
so
ill just keep on dreaming
that
this isnt real life

i want your heart on the rocks
cold and crisp like the waves of the docks
i could just take it and run with it forever
the line of pain and love could sever
not everything has to have strings attatched
my heart is a torn and patched
i dont wanna miss, what i never really attempted to know
so ill just give love a go


so ill just give love a go

my heart says yes,
but my mind says no
the only ones who deserve love
are those who love go
i hate life's monotony
and how its been getting the best of me

i want your heart on the rocks
cold and crisp like the waves of the docks
i could just take it and run with it forever
the line of pain and love could sever
not everything has to have strings attatched
my heart is a torn and patched
i dont wanna miss, what i never really attempted to know
so ill just give love a go