i feel so sir-reen like a tambourine

im am thurouly upset
that i'm per chance of rain
im incapeible to resonate
that i will die "to the pain"

dont you dare call me dramatic
for you dont know what's beheld within me
for not being apart of the network
but not part of the system, inconsistancy

i dont want to hide this break out
i just wanna make it go away
no matter how many pic of your pantis i posses
im nothin but a wall mart bouquet

i am any where but where you are
and that is someplace not worth being placed
for in your eyes is where i saught to be
thats where i feel facened theather and lace

our relationships static statisticly
is one face book status from doomsday
and they'd blame and right it off as a technicallity
but fully nessisary tho the current distress concayed



i have no clue what that was, lol the last section i think im going to take out because it really has nothing to do with anything. but i wrote this loosely based off of my feelings about me not being able to be with my friends and chancey... do you think that there was any CHANCE of me finding a way to get ther(get it chance! and chanCEY!) lol i dont know, im tired.. w hatevery, lol

i dont know where i come up with these indistinc lovy kinda sad songs

its like this boy is becomming a man
and we've got chemistry like boom
but its destroying who i am
im looing at myself in the mirror
but when theres cracks thats when i see me clearer
cause when  i am a master peice
thats when all  a disaster sees
they dont like it because its not what they planned
so they file it under "i do not understand"
but see i feel like thats where this trully belongs
with the only other who sings te same song
is the only real genious whom
calls his home a padded room
so i guess what im trying to stay
when others see a court i see a forweigh
my favorate parts about you, is what you hate
cause thats when a body individulates
and if i wanted the same as every body else
then id go buy one off the shelf
love me for the soul thats lives after death
and kiss me even if i have bad breath
just love me for who i am and the way i sing lifes tune
and not for this body that my souls confinded to
and i know
 that this song isnt much fun
but i gotta know
 if you'll still be here, when that bad times will begun

forreal this time.. i think i honestly have no clue its far to late

ive been livin my life
with a james deen  mantality
startled when i relaized
the edge was so close to me
i got so numb to
livin life on the wild side
that i forgot how it felt
to have someone to confide

im so scared of this feeling
but
thats what kinda apealing
so
ill just keep on dreaming
that
this isnt real life


i want your heart on the rocks
cold and crisp like the waves of the docks
i could just take it and run with it forever
the line of pain and love could sever
not everything has to have strings attatched
my heart is a torn and patched
i dont wanna miss, what i never really attempted to know

i feel like im living life
in the smoker section
its funny how im ok
with a lil misdirection
im clawing away
at the smoke "so scarry"
but my best friend is the smog
thoughit seems quite contrary

im so scared of this feeling
but
thats what kinda apealing
so
ill just keep on dreaming
that
this isnt real life

i want your heart on the rocks
cold and crisp like the waves of the docks
i could just take it and run with it forever
the line of pain and love could sever
not everything has to have strings attatched
my heart is a torn and patched
i dont wanna miss, what i never really attempted to know
so ill just give love a go


so ill just give love a go

my heart says yes,
but my mind says no
the only ones who deserve love
are those who love go
i hate life's monotony
and how its been getting the best of me

i want your heart on the rocks
cold and crisp like the waves of the docks
i could just take it and run with it forever
the line of pain and love could sever
not everything has to have strings attatched
my heart is a torn and patched
i dont wanna miss, what i never really attempted to know
so ill just give love a go

follow my feet with stevie(your such a whore part 2... revised once met)

so you come to me asking for advice on life
but i dont even think i got things down right
hon-es-teh-ly i dont know why she picked me
but im glad she did cause now i got a chance to see
maybe now i can be happy

i dont know the thoughts of my heart
so i follow my feet instead
you eat at the chains that set my soul free
will you follow my feet with me

all i can say is eh-ver-ry day
im a mess
when i see you in that red dress
i never though it ould be so scarry
to talk to a blode whos strawberry
for bein so sweet
even some choclates bitter
despit what they say
vacations have bad weather


i know you can do so much better than you know who
but i hope you dont want to
reach for some much more

i dont know the thoughts of my heart
so i follow my feet instead
you eat at the chains that set my soul free
will you follow my feet with me